Another part of me has awakened tonight. I am seeing with clearer eyes, and a clearer mind. I am truly appreciative of all that is around me. Colours have taken on a more vivid nature. Music moves me in ways that I cannot describe. I can breathe easily and deeply. My tiredness and hunger seem insignificant compared to the life energy that I can gather from my surroundings and use for survival. Everything is electric (thanks for the use of this, unlicensed, dude :)

To those forces that have made my life thus far possible, so that I may have lived to see this moment in time - particularly entropy, evolution, humanity, parental support, and friendship - I am forever grateful. Thankyou!

To the forces in life which seek to dampen my creativity, to safety themselves against me by making me numb with the drugs they sling from afar, I issue a warning: tonight I found a way to remember what life really is. From this day forth, I am more alive than I have ever been, and the precious energy of conscious existence can no longer be kept from me. Though you may be strong, established, and determined, my own strength and determination will drive me now with a force you shall soon come to fear. As I conquer the negative forces within, so those without will be conquered also; as I master myself, so will your effects be mastered - and eventually, yourselves. Do as you will; I fear you no longer.

And I no longer fear myself.