Wee Rant
By: Conor
on Wednesday, August 20th 2003 at 12:01am
Man. I have to ask this. And really it's just directed at thin air. But, I'd really like to know why I can't fall for someone or at least "like" someone who feels the same way back? Why is it always all me or all someone else? I seem to have a knack for not finding those persons who don't share the feelings that I do. It can be really dispiriting. Particularly when I'm tired. Am I really asking for too much? This this a sign from God to find him and myself and perhaps join the clergy and rid myself "of the sins of women"? Am I sexually frustrated? No. Relationship searching frustrated? Yes. Man, I couldn't read the "signs" if my life and the future of humanity rested in my hands. I can't. I know nothing. You think Greek is hard? Well for me, that stuff is a bitch. I'll never be able to decipher it. So why bother eh? Instead, I'm gonna sit here doing without my usual outlet for the time being (intense exercise) and hope that school comes fast. Yeah. :(
Fuck it. This is hard stuff. I have problems dealing with this. Thus, I've decided to announce to my body and mind that "I don't believe in physical pain" and jump back on the bike and hit the gym on Thursday and limp or not, kick my own ass. I see no alternative.
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Nancy Wrote...
Monday, August 25th 2003 at 2:13pm
Dude, I totally hear you out. I feel like if I like somebody they will without fail find me invisible. Meanwhile, nice guys will like me but I am unable to develope even the slightest ounce of a feeling towards them. It's like playing the right church, wrong pew game for eternity. Better luck to ya.
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 11:15am
the saying "it's better to love and lost, than to never love at all" is a stupid lie. Cause' if you love somaone, most likely they will know sooner or later, and will dump ya 4 road kill.
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 11:18am
everyone knows about it, but no one says anything about it because they think some "luv struk" twisted person will beat the crud out of them.
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 11:23am
the fact is, those people who beat the crud out of the other people about that subject only do that so that no one will notice that THEY are the same way
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 11:26am
and if someone knows about their "secret" they think someone(also living the same lie) will juice the snot out of THEM, and so on and so forth.
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 11:28am
sorry if I ruined the so called "magic" for anyone who fits my detail perfectly, but that's the way it is.
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 11:31am
(If you h avent figured it out yet, or if you are new here, you read the author's topic, and read the coments from the bottom to the top to make sense of it all)
Mistery Person Wrote...
Friday, September 5th 2003 at 1:45pm
Hi, me again. I hope you got my message from some of the other conversations that I did not mean to cause any harm and that I hope you can forgive me and forget all about me. I completely promise that none of you will ever "see", "Hear" or read from me again.(Please don't take revenge for what I have done, please)
from:
a very stupid kid
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SmrtySsa Wrote...
Wednesday, August 20th 2003 at 8:26am
... and I shall sit at the edge of the stage baffled.