… rapeth, and leaveth me violated.
I just forked over the single largest payment that I have ever made to anyone or anything.
It feels like shit because I’ve gotten nothing in return.
It’s not like buying a car, a house, or even making an investment in something. It’s just throwing money into this void in which I hope some day some way I’ll be able to hose the bastards, abuse this half baked, mostly broken, social systems and get some of it back.
Of course, that’s the hard part. Given the competency and status of our fine Government: who can honestly and accurately say that when my time comes, if these so called systems I’ve paid into will even exist.